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known as rehanmuhd. in her early 20s. major in Landscape Architecture. love to read books esp from Haruki Murakami, Lindsay Kelk and in love with poems by Michael Faudet & Lang Leav. Love indie music and band boys. 5SOS and All Time Low are her favorite.

still writing in 2016 if shes not busy or sleeping

SEMESTER 07 DONE // Thursday, 12 January 2017
I just finished practical training presentation at UiTM Puncak Alam. and also ended my practical job at ELLE REKA SDN BHD. So everything is going back to normal. I have to start finding part time job. and be prepared for final year. everything happens so fast. I think I should slow down and enjoy the ride. I miss my man so much. Its been 2 weeks since our last date.

#STAYSTRONG // Thursday, 5 January 2017

no matter what happens, I always believe in us. Time will heals everythings. Things will be different onwards but I will fight for us as long as I can. relationship mana yang tak de ups and downs. argument and fights will make us stronger, and I will hold you and wont rest till you are fully mine! i love you  #staystrong 

accident : updated // Wednesday, 28 December 2016
Its been 2 weeks since the accident and alhamdulillah, my injury is getting better.

H tapau food for me after he getting off from work that friday.

16th december

kecik came the other day  to my place. she helped me with washing my motorcycle and also accompany me to buy groceries. 

17th december

I remembered how much the pains I beared when walked in the giant with this condition. my feet became swollen and the pain cant be explained. 

18th december
since my mc is only for 2 days, I had to go to work on Monday. 

19th december

and btw, sha massage my feet the night before I slept with minyak gamat. the result was suprising although my feet swollen back the day after because I walked too much.

23rd december
the day I date H , my feet was not swollen anymore and we got into fight at the same night because of small things. H and his panas baran and tiredness and we settled the things on the same night -_-

 I had a date with Zida and Tikah. We went to House of cat and dinner at Manhattan Fish Market at Aeon Mall Shah Alam

24th december

zida gave me some cream that helps my injury closed faster that I even got itching feet and its so hard to keep your hands from scratching there !

25th december

and theeen I had a dinner with friends since foundation days ! I love you guys so much

27th december

and last but not least, here my current feet.

28th december

Day 1 to Day 3 (warning :painful graphic ) // Friday, 16 December 2016
Since Ive got nothing urgent this moment, Ive try to write my recovery process from the day 1 so that I can remember the details of what really happen.

14th Dec (Day 1)

After got hit, they take me to the nearest clinic. Clinic Norhaidah, Seksyen 7. After gave me my ic, I had slightly headache and then the nurse lay me on bed. after waiting for almost half an hour, they started to clean my injury using a very cold water, idk. then by using cotton, they clean in the area using iodine and idk what the other name. they wrapped my injury and gave me medicine. the aunty pay for the medicine and my lunch, sent my motorcycle to workshop and sent me home. 

15th Dec (Day 2)

After woke up in the morning, I got sore body and my feet swollen. Ive got trouble walking compared to yesterday and the injured area start to produce water and it makes it hard to open it if I want to take a bath. The husband of the makcik Sabariah sent my motorcycle home and gave me the receipt with minyak motor. they are a very kind hearted people Ive ever know. 

16th Dec (Day 3)

Still the same. sore body. swollen feet. the area become more painful. and Ive got more trouble in walking. the bandage absorbed water from the infection area and makes it hard to open. and I see my new skin starts to grow. 

first timer // Wednesday, 14 December 2016
This is my first time, got into an accident that almost cost me a life, but its not. thanks to Allah, alhamdulillah. I was on my way to draw money from maybank atm at shell and then unexpected incident happened. Ive got hit by this aunty with 6 kids driving triton car. alhamdulillah all the people surrounds me are very kind hearted people. It happens too fast. I dont know what to do except asked this boy that give me my key, hows my motorcycle? it is okay?

then theres this woman send me to nearby clinic, and the aunty followed and pays my medicine and the damage and she even buy me lunch! alhamdulillah

and Ive only got minor injury and nothing bad happen. alhamdulillah. it is the day of payday for my part time job and I get 2 mc from the incident. maybe i should take a break from all of this

22 years old // Saturday, 3 December 2016
At the age of 22,

I almost finished my degree year.

Im in internship phase. Lot of things Ive learnt. Its like 90% I learnt it here. Im lucky as my company accept me to do industrial training there. Ive go to many places, many site and learn new things ; how to deal with people for quotation, learn construction method, setting out and of course good staff and director, and mad boss. hahahah!

At the age of 22,

I have this boy, H. Im so lucky to receive all love from him and how he changed my life in a year. You teach me many things. You teach me to be independent, to experience what it feels to be loved, tolerating each other, how we can survive in our world and many more. At the age of 22, I found my true love.

At the age of 22,

Im starting my own ig shop. Its called raisya_closet. I do dropship for the time being, learn how to attract customer, learn how to do business and many more. I will try to be an agent one day and maybe start my own business, my own label. InsyaAllah.

At the age of 22,

I set my aim to work as a Landscape Architect. I will do my best to improve my graphic, learn how to design , to do construction drawing and many more. I will buy my own car, or for the time being, I use abah's second car till my life is stable. I will start saving and treat my parents, my family. and then I will focus on marriage. 

and to my friends, thank you, for everything. really. 

22nd birthday // Saturday, 26 November 2016
my 22nd birthday was on last wednesday. its dull compared to last year. Maybe because we are all getting older, our priority changes. and also on that day, I had to stay at office till 11pm because we had to help En.Zul (one of my director) with his presentation. I understand that. and I had video call with H on that night till 2am. thank you for brighten my day love.

and last night, I had a date with him. We went to three different places and every places had their own story. Its an untold stories. Only the two of us now what really happen last night. and he gave me my birthday gift and also made a video for me. Its a collection of photos from our first date till now. It brings back a lot of memories with him. Weve been only together for 10 months but I feel like Ive known him for a long time. Thank you baby :)